2 very important ladies in my lifePOP week.. but we didn't get to pass out like the rest.. it was kinda unfair as we came in one month earlier than the squads that pass out and will be there for another month after they all passed out because of the National Day Parade.. worse of all.. we were even asked to go attend the passing out parade.. the feeling sucks.. after passing most of the exams.. life in camp has been rather boring.. lessons everyday.. lotsa lessons.. went to visit my grandma yesterday.. has been about 4 months since I last saw her.. everytime when i book out.. i really wanted to go visit her but it's tiring.. cos she lives rather far.. when i saw her yesterday.. she seems to age alot.. she's already 70 plus.. woah.. how time flies.. but she's still so cute.. haha.. my grandma is the woman i think who is as important as my mom.. cos she took care of me when i was very young.. I got this kinda super-attached feeling to her.. I miss her cooking.. haha.. some shit happens recently.. wanted to keep mom about it.. but seriously there are so many unexpected things that happen... i guess people are the ugliest creatures ever seen... sometimes people close to you USED u and then just dumped you aside.. without showing you respect.. just doing what they felt like without taking into consideration of what others have done for them.. my friends in camp said i'm defensive.. ya, of course I am because there are so many hypocrites and ungrateful people around.. in camp people backstab you.. used harsh words on you.. and outside people close to you just fucking don't care because they already got what they need by using you.. fuck.. seriously.. you are so ugly on the exterior and the interior.. I finally realised that true friends are hard to come by.. cherish them.. but for those who don't deserve your respect and love.. fucking cast them aside.. there's actually no point in talking to them.. but thanks to these people.. I learnt to be defensive and be on my own.. happy birthday to one of my best friend.. CEN ZHUOWEI.. talking about him.. he helps others when they need help.. he lends a listening ear when needed.. he always come up with lame jokes.. he's a great friend.. thanks for always being there.. listening to my problems.. and hope u have a very nice birthday.. hope u like my present too.. brothers forever.. me u and del...
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